I guess today is making me think of my gratitude for this music. People use it for many different reasons, with me it’s definitely been an open journal, a teacher, a catalyst, and a place for me to be me. What I love is seeing where my head is, the therapy comes in reflecting. Just the fact I’m able to articulate the hardest emotions and testing situations into a format, you can enjoy is fucking incredible.
Below is a verse I’ve been working on. This life is a lot I’m glad we have music. Yes i am looking for a therapist right now sadly it’s not the easiest thing at all but all we can do is make the best of what we have & I have this.
"SHIT MAYBE I DON'T NEED NO ONE
THEY DON'T CARE ABOUT NOBODY'S SON
LISTEN
HE JUST GAVE HER THE LOT
& IT STILL WEREN'T ENOUGH
NOW HE KNOWS HOW THE LAST WAS FEELING
JUST LOOK AT THE CYCLE
THERE'S NOT ENOUGH LOVE HERE TO/ HEAL IT STOP IT
IM SAYING IF HE SAW HIMSELF HOW SHES SEES HIM TOO THEN IT ALL WOULD STOP
YOU WON'T NEED NO MORE
BUT ITS KNOWLEDGE OF SELF THAT YOUR NEEDING
MORE TIME THEY WAS ONLY APPEALING AESTHETICALLY
MAD AT MYSELF I IGNORED DAT CHEMISTRY
NOW I GOTTA TEST IF I MESS WITH IT MENTALLY
TjTUCKER 
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